I'm an independent, strong woman. I can do this. Come on! It's just a teeny meeny orientation. What's the worst that could happen? The day would be over before i know it. I can do this.
Fighting!
...
Boohooooooooo. No i can't. I can't do this alone. I can't face the 30 mins bus ride talking to no one but myself. I can't bring myself to step into the enormous school without anyone by my side. I can't possibly find the classroom all by myself and pretend to be very friendly. I can't face the fact that what if no one wants to talk to me? Boohooooooooooo.
Screw the i'm-an-independent-strong-woman-shit. I'm not strong. Neither am i independent. Boohooooooooo.
(Yes it's only during time like this that i'm damn introvert and i like to believe the worst of everything. Laugh, go ahead.)
Love,
Zijing
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