i like to make myself believe

My (ahem) orientation is gonna start in less than 33 hours away.
I.Am.So.God.Damnit.Nervous. plus a little bit of excitement and fear and uneasy and butterflies-in-the-stomach.

If i don't remember wrongly, it starts at 8.30am and ends at 6pm. Which also means i have to wake up at a bloody 6am. I'm so hating this part.
Before i graduate from Evergreen i distinctly remember telling myself i'm so not going to torture myself anymore by waking up early in the morning and rushing off to school before the sun even rise. Yet now, ironically, i'm back to square one. In fact, this time it's worst. At least in my old secondary school days i get to wake up at 6.30 because my house is near the school. Now, i have to wake up at a freaking 2 hours beforehand because my school is at the god damn it tampines and i have to god damn it take the 1 hour bus ride.
This is so not what i had in mind for my poly life. All i wanted was some sleep. Boohooooo.

Anyway, attire for the day is dark blue shirt plus covered shoes. Plus an empty can and 12 dollars and the indemnity form.

I hope i make new friends on day 1 and became best friends with them on day 2. I can't survive the overnight camp if the only person talking to me is myself. Boohoooooo.

I hope i see another Twilight fan out there so we can click easily and quickly. Boohooooooo.

Love,
Zijing