DEAR MR ROBERT PATTINSON,

I'M DESPERATELY AND IRREVOCABLY IN LOVE WITH YOU, BUT I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER FEEL THE SAME FOR ME CAUSE YOU HAVE YOUR BELLA. AND WORST, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW I EXIST IN THIS WORLD. BUT THAT'S OKAY CAUSE I'M JUST A PLAIN JANE AND I'LL BE SATISFIED IF YOU'LL JUST SIGN ON MY BOOK. PLEASE OH PLEASE JUST CAME TO SINGAPORE. I DON'T MIND BEING JUST A FAN JUST COME TO SINGAPORE OKAY? ):

Love,
Zijing

I'm so fluffy i'm gonna die

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Today was sucha fruitful and funny and amazing day. I met lotsa wierd and nice people and i finally got my eclipse movie poster^^ It started when Jo and i were walking towards the bus 23 and there's this wierd indian guy wearing Man-U shirt with black cycling tights and he was staring down at us like we're wierd freaks thn whn he past by us he was mumbling something about "nice.." with his thumbs up and whn i turn around to try to understand wht he's talking about, i saw him turning towards me also with his thumbs up and mumbling abt something. It's damn wierd la and i was thinking "psycho psycho psycho" and when i reached the bus stn, i went to sit down opposite Jo then thr's this auntie who sit beside Jo and she was talking with us like we were long lost friends! She was commenting abt my legs about how beautiful they are(ahem..) and tht i look like i'm from design(ahem..) and i dress up like a designer(ahem ahem..).. Of course i'm happy la but i very shy one so i just say "ohhh.. hehehe" but really, inside i was doing thousands of happy flips! Then while chatting there's this indian/Sri lanka(?) guy who stand beside me and whn i look up at him i laugh(i also have no idea why i did tht) and he was staring down at me and saying "why is she laughing" then the auntie say "Oh we talking something funny la thts why" and the most ridiculous thing is the guy believed her luh! Then, he turned towards th auntie and asked "you from china ah?" and the auntie say "YA" and the guy asked "China where?" and the auntie say "Shanghai" but of course she's lying la she's a Singaporean luh please!!!
OMG what a day.

And tml i have csas presentation which means i needa wear formal! OMG i'm so nervousss! >< Pardon for the english cause i'm really tired and i'm gonna turn in now! Ciao!

xo
Zijing

what you love; what you can't have

I just thought that maybe i'll bring up this particular scene in Eclipse where bella was sitting by jacob's side while jacob was injured cause a vampire crushed his bone during the fight.

In this scene, jacob was telling bella about how he was right for her and that edward was not tht perfect for bella.. it's just really sad and i feel so sorry for jacob. He loves bella, okay, maybe he's not a sparkling vamp, or maybe he doesn't has golden eyes and he is not as rich as the cullens, but his love for bella is real. Even though he's being a jerk by kissing bella against her will, and forcing bella to face her true feelings for him by tricking her into asking him to kiss her, but still... he loves her. And if bella chooses jacob, she wont have to sacrifice anything. She won't have to watched people she loves die, she don't need to give up on her human life, she can still be her. Of course, i'm totally happy tht bella and edward was together, but seeing jacob like tht just makes me so sad):
And the worst part was bella dint even cry when jacob was talking to her about how he hope her love for him was deep enough that she can leave edward for him.(the book described it like it was really sad and painful..)

And during a scene where bella and jacob was in the shed and bella was telling jacob she has only until graduation before she became a vamp... and jacob got so furious and say something like "he's got his hooks in you so deep" (inserts teeth being snapped tgt and upsetting face) and "better hope you be dead than be like them"
...
Of course he dont mean them.. he's just so sad. Imagine seeing someone you love loving someone else!

But oh well, at least in breaking dawn jacob finally found his true mate, or in wolf-words he finally "imprinted" on someone. Can't wait for it!
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"i pushed my legs faster, letting Jacob Black disappear behind me"
-this was the last sentence in eclipse. It's a good thing eclipse dint end like tht! if not i could die in the cinema!

Love
Zijing

fall in love, fall hard.

Today, i watched Eclipse for the second time and it still felt like my first. I know i've said again and again that eclipse was awesome and everything but seriously, awesome is not even a word close enough to describe how nice it was!

So in eclipse, bella finds that she loves jacob and edward and she faces the dilemma of who to choose. Then there's Victoria who plans on creating an army of new borns to kill bella so that she can avenge James. Inbetween that, edward proposes to bella and there's alot of romance going on. There's also more of the family and wolves in action and they team up to fight against the new borns and Victoria died. The story seems really short and rushed but trust me, it's not!

1. the meadow
The meadow was perfect. In th first two episodes it look just a random garden with purple flowers that edward and bella stumble across, but in eclipse, somehow the meadow got much realistic and it's just so romantic! And there's quite a few scenes where bella and edward would just go there and talk and you can really feel tht it's there own "personal space" or "secret garden" tht no one else knows about. AWESOME.

2. Victoria
Most of you would know tht there's a change of roles and i'll admit tht i din't really think that Bryce would portray Victoria very well, but i was wrong! When i watched eclipse the first time, Bryce was just okay, not really threatening but not performing very well either. But after watching it for a second time, she really grow into me! She's growling and being really vampirish and fighting to avenge her mate... really got scared by her and she's really good!

3. Start of the show
A typical movie would either start off with introducing th characters or start by telling th "background information". It starts off really calmly and slowly, no fast action or suspense. But in eclipse, i was totally shocked when th movie started! Riley was immediately-cut-straight-to-the-point introduced and i really liked it! My eyes was like staring really hard at the screen and there's not even one moment, not even a second tht my mind would wander away from the movie.

4. Taylor Lautner
You'll be surprised but i almost thought that he's not taylor, but Jacob himself! The way he performs in the movie, it doesn't seems like he's acting! It's just so real and so unpretentious and he's just giving his best to win bella over! But it gets really sad in the end cause bella chose edward, so he's saying something like he wont give up on bella even if bella heart stops beating(became vampire). Damn emotional.

5. Edward
Playing the jealous boyfriend. Makeup was better and there's a few scenes that shows himself sparkling(faints). Lots of kissing with bella and i especially like the part when he and carlisle was fighting in the woods! Really cool! Also, the way he hands bella to jacob and he was kissing bella like, OMG! And jacob was just sitting there without his shirt on.. LOL

6. Jasper
Major major major WOW. I admit tht in Twilight and New Moon i almost thought he's invisible cause there's just really really really little scenes of him and he rarely talks that i just thought he doesn't exist!(although i did notice his good looks) But in Eclipse, he's like, completely standing out and the way he talks, the way he moves, the way he demonstrates the fights, OMG major faints* . blond hair gold eyes. Really handsome i can cry and scream and i almost wanna jump over to being Team Jasper. faints*

7. Cullens
Expect lots and lots and lots of family action. In the previous two movies, the family is like not shown alot and when thy are shown, thy only speak abt 2 words and thn th camera will roll in on bella/edward again. But in eclipse we can really see them as a family and th way thy will fight to protect their family.. Love it!

8. Volturi
I love love love love love jane. End of story. She's so vampirish i'm afraid i'll pee in my pants!

9. Proposal
How can i forget this? I'm not gonna reveal too much on this but all i can say is, when edward takes out th ring and bella say yes, you'll go all lovey-dovey and go "AWWWWWWW" and thn dump your boyfriend to be with edward. end of story!

So, as much as there are scenes that i like, be it in th movie or in the book, there are also a few scenes that i find really ridiculous, example...

Rosalie, there's a scene where she talks to bella abt her history, i think she looks really really really wierd and not-vampire-pretty with her blonde locks but brunette colored eyebrows. I mean, if you are blond, your eyebrows should be blonde too, right?

When bella and edward was in the snowy mountain area, bella only worn a checkered blouse.. isn't it cold? Hmmm

Tht's all i noticed but seriously i dont really care tht much cause all the things that i want in the book are shown in the movie and i'm so darn happy right now, i cn dance!
Ciao!

p/s: these are just written based on my personal opinions, if you somehow dont like it or dont agree with me, then please leave. i wrote this not for you to like and i could care less what you think. I like it and i'm proud to show it. If you dont like it like how i like it, thn thts too bad for you. Go find some other things to like thn, seeya!

Love,
Zijing

awesome is an understatement!

I FINALLY WATCHED ECLIPSE TODAY AND TO SAY THAT IT'S AN AWESOME MOVIE IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT.
IT'S DEFINITELY BETTER THN TWILIGHT AND NEW MOON AND EVERYTHING A FAN WANTS IN THE BOOK WAS PRESENTED IN THE MOVIE!
IT'S BEYOND AWESOME AND IT'S JUST REALLY FUNNY, SUSPENSEFUL, EMOTIONAL AND CAPTIVATING. THERE WILL NOT BE A TIME WHERE YOUR MIND WONDERS AWAY FROM THE MOVIE!

though i will be fair and equal to agree tht there are undoubtfully some ridiculous scenes. Ol' well will do a proper movie review and a long blog post specially dedicated to how awesome eclipse was tml, till then...
Ciao!

And i'm watching eclipse agn tml! Let's see how many times will i watch it.. hehehe

Love,
Zijing

there's a reason why people always dream of being rich

I've been dreaming about getting this cardigan since forever! But it's about $89 in SG and i can't bear to just close my eyes and swiped my card! I hope it's still there on my birthday month..


THIS floral high waist is like the perfect fit for me luh! 62 cm! DEFINITELY MY SIZE BUT IT COST A FRIGGING $42 in c-osmetics.bs and it's so darn expensive i rather get from topshop which is close to $70!



PERFECT SHOES. Still thinking of getting it or not cause it's pretty much a waste if i buy it since i dont wear wedges to school. Talk abt attention seeking -.-


Awesome leggings!


Tml i'm watching Eclipse! 6pm at cineleisure hehehe can't wait! XO

Love,
Zijing

we can go no way but up

After watching a clip about the Eclipse premiere in LA, it makes me feel so... upset(depressed?) that i'm not born in LA and tht neither the cast will fly to Singapore and i will never ever get to see them in my life.
I really wanted the chance to be a real fan that camps out a week before the premiere and we'll all talk about whts our favourite part of the movie and get to meet friends and discuss about which team are we on. We'll share our sleeping bags tgt and endure the rain and the sun tgt just cause we love the movie tht much tht we can endure anything and everything.
And yes i know i can always fly to LA but i'm still a student and i have no money. Even if i have money i have to consider if my parents allows me to go or not.
Major SIIIIIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I guess i can only watch it in Singapore and console myself by watching it a zillion times and discussed abt my favourite parts of the movie infront of th mirror all by myself. HAIYOYO.

On a side note, i'm happy today cause i brought 2 new magazines thts all about Eclipse(new posters to put on my wall!) and tml i'm going to Kinokuniya to get my "the reckoning" and "the movie companion: Eclipse"
And i'm watching Toy story 3 with my sister!
And my mum just gave me $50 hehehe

Love,
Zijing

do ya sparkle

via drunkenwords.tumblr.com

8 more days to Eclipse. I'm gonna watch it on th sneak preview and everyday of its showing! <3

Love,
Zijing