Saturday, July 3, 2010

what you love; what you can't have



I just thought that maybe i'll bring up this particular scene in Eclipse where bella was sitting by jacob's side while jacob was injured cause a vampire crushed his bone during the fight.

In this scene, jacob was telling bella about how he was right for her and that edward was not tht perfect for bella.. it's just really sad and i feel so sorry for jacob. He loves bella, okay, maybe he's not a sparkling vamp, or maybe he doesn't has golden eyes and he is not as rich as the cullens, but his love for bella is real. Even though he's being a jerk by kissing bella against her will, and forcing bella to face her true feelings for him by tricking her into asking him to kiss her, but still... he loves her. And if bella chooses jacob, she wont have to sacrifice anything. She won't have to watched people she loves die, she don't need to give up on her human life, she can still be her. Of course, i'm totally happy tht bella and edward was together, but seeing jacob like tht just makes me so sad):
And the worst part was bella dint even cry when jacob was talking to her about how he hope her love for him was deep enough that she can leave edward for him.(the book described it like it was really sad and painful..)

And during a scene where bella and jacob was in the shed and bella was telling jacob she has only until graduation before she became a vamp... and jacob got so furious and say something like "he's got his hooks in you so deep" (inserts teeth being snapped tgt and upsetting face) and "better hope you be dead than be like them"
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Of course he dont mean them.. he's just so sad. Imagine seeing someone you love loving someone else!

But oh well, at least in breaking dawn jacob finally found his true mate, or in wolf-words he finally "imprinted" on someone. Can't wait for it!
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"i pushed my legs faster, letting Jacob Black disappear behind me"
-this was the last sentence in eclipse. It's a good thing eclipse dint end like tht! if not i could die in the cinema!

Love
Zijing

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