ZACK: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

Today, while sitting alone @ subway, i got into thinking. Like, deep deep deep thinking. Those really sentimental and emotional and suddenly wise thinking. I was looking at all th people ard me and they are not even looking at me. Not even once glancing my way. And i thought, everyone is doing their own things, living their own life. They dont even know who i am. Heck, they dont even know a person like me exist. And tht's when i thought "Oh wow. I'm just... another ordinary person on earth".
I was reading my fnc notes during tht time with a cup of coke with me. And i felt at ease. Like, everyone around me are either with their bf/gf or their friends and families, and i'm th only person thr alone. Usually i'll feel stupid and pretend to mess with my phone or pluck on my ear piece, but not tdy. Somehow i felt exceptionally comfortable and at peace with myself. I felt different. Like i'm nt really there, i'm somewhere else. Like people dont see me, it's like i'm almost invisible. And... i kinda like tht feeling. I dont know, is it just me? Or is this a 18-year-old-thing?

Oh btw, Happy birthday to myself.