An Epiphany

Awhile ago, while fussing with what to wear for my shopping trip with lihua, i suddenly thought about Grace and the romper that she wants from thescarletroom. I was thinking abt whether she will received th romper or nt cos normal postage is not 100% save, and was thinking whether she will kill me or thescarletroom if her parcel got lost, when i got an epiphany.

I thought abt Grace, and about how my secondary school life was spend laughing at loutzeyi's english. Than, i finally realized why am i so brutally humiliated and always the victim of "the-one-to-look-for-when-you-want-a-good-laugh" by my poly friends.

During a certain period of my secondary 5 life, i dont know what came over me but i started laughing at Grace's name and instead of calling her "Grace", I called her "Glace". I dont know why i did that but now when i think of it, i realized my poly friends are treating me the way i treat her in the past!

I still remember it was a boring tuesday and i'm having a practical lesson, and was washing some tubes when anonymous came over and asked me something like "this thing add what?"(we're supposed to be washing th tubes with chemicals of different colors) and i very distinctly remembered saying "oh, blue" but that evil anonymous actually said "what? BRUE?" and this was passed on to the next student, called anonymous2 and anonymous2 began spreading this news of "Me NOT BEING ABLE TO PRONOUNCE "L" AND "R" properly " and then changing my name from "bella" to "berra". URGH. AND THIS IS ONLY THE START OF THE MANY NON-EXISTANCE-ENGLISH-ERROR THAT MY FRIENDS THOUGHT I HAD!

(So, in the past i'm laughing at people's name and changing it from "R" to "L". Now, people are laughing at what i said and changing the "L" to "R" !)

Now, do you believe in karma? I do.

Love(and still shock over the epiphany),
Zijing