Dear friends

It seems
that
the time has
finally come for me
to leave
all of you
and no doubt that you all
will
miss me alot
and alot
and alot
alot.
I hate to say this
but i feared that
without me
some
of you may lose the strength to carry on with your life.
Others,
you may feel restless with my absense,
some may feel depressed,
rejected,
upset,
some of you may even go crazy cause you cannot bear to live
a day
without seeing me.
I totally understand.
Some may cry, some may faint.
Some may even get a heart attack
and die on the spot.
Some may get a stroke, some may start showing signs of going crazy.
Some will start
finding a wall
and
repeatedly bang on it.
God.
I'm sorry but i had to leave.
It leaves me no choice.
As much as i wanted to stay, i can't.
This place does not belong to me.
Take care my dear friends, strangers, whatever.
It's time for me to say goodbye.

But fear not cause i'm not gone for good and i'll be back faster than you think i'm only gone for 8 days and guess what i brought a fucking camera for $349 with 12mp and it's not even freezeproof cause apparently the place i'm going is too cold and even freezeproof doesn't saves the camera so it's so sad and my heart fucking aches for my money but okay fine cause i paid a price for it and the price is to see snow and i hope i can bring some back for you all but hahah th snow may become water when i come back and i really hope to see a coniferous forest though coniferous forest does not appear in Harbin i think but hahah i'm talking about Geography man i missed that subject ahem ahem lets stop talking and say goodbye to me and please don't cry i love you miss me yea my plane departs at 1255 on th 19th and i'll arrive back in singapore at 0500 on the 27th of december bye bye!

P/s: Missing Coffee!
P/s/s: Now that my Bella jacket has yet to arrive which is pissing me off i've no choice but to wear a backup pink(PINK?! Someone kill me pls i hate pink! Pink is too girl and i'm not that girl!) parka. URGGHHHH. It's my dream to see snow with my Bella's jacket!
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
No fucking words can be use to describe the fucking anger i felt inside my fucking heart!


Love,
Zijing