Change

I feel different. In terms of physically or emotionally.
I remembered the second photo is taken around last year, during an outing with Yuting and Liqin. And the last photo is taken around September(?) this year.

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A few months back, during the period of mugging for our O levels, everything still feels the same. Though it was tough, but at least i got the feeling that i still belong. Like the bonds between me and my friends is long-lasting.
But now, with the holidays, everything felt different. All the promises of taking time out for occasional outings was lost. Somehow, holidays made me realised it's good to be realistic.
To be practical.
You yourself holding on to promises doesn't mean other people will also hold on to the promises. A promise set by two people also will have two different meanings between these two people.

There's just so many things that i wanna say, but i can't find the right person to talk to. And i think it's too private for me to post it here.
Everything is just... different. The feeling is not the same anymore. All those promises in the past are just craps.

Love,
Zijing