Maybe the only thing each of us can see is our shadow

Yesterday's BBQ was kinda fun.(Though i din't manage to eat back my $10) Only abt half th class turn up but it was still not bad. Spent about half th time sitting with Syahirah and talking about how fast this year is. In th blink of an eye, it's going to be Christmas! And i'm going poly(hopefully) soon!
I remember at th starting of th year, i'm still whining to meiying abt how slow this year is. Sulking about not being smarter and going to the Express stream, and that we have to be stuck in Secondary school for one more pathetic year. And thn, i've now graduated; And finished my O's and practically rotting at home with nothing to do!
And then it finally hit on me that i may not see my friends agn until th return of O's results! Then we will all go our seperate ways, knowing new friends and going to different courses!
Fast right? The time i mean. It's too fast. Maybe th next time i type this kind of emotional post will be 30 years later, and i will be 47 by then! It's scary thinking of this isn't it? How cruel time can be, ripping you of your youth and forcing you into adulthood.

And so i decided i will not work during my month of Dec, instead i'll do some things that i've always wanted to do but din't have th time to. First of all i'm gna go do volunteering work at the SPCA. Thn i wna have a Sentosa trip, a Snow city trip(i've nv been thr). I also wanted to go rock climbing agn. Thn take th reverse bungy at Clark quay. Thn play bowling maybe? And i also wna go to those big ball playground tht's meant for children. And finally, watching New Moon at everyday of it's showings(:

And maybe i'll go count down to New Year? Cause i nv done that before and i think fireworks are really lame! But i'll try to go this year.

Ahem. Hand feels kinda sore.

Syahirah, tzeyi, shuqing and lihua if you are looking at this. Please have th heart to take pity on me, a rotting old women to make time and go Sentosa okay? I planned this trip and no one is giving me face to go! Beter make time for me cos' though you are working and you cn earn money, but you also cnt forget friendship with me is worthless! So dnt make me go and kill you and go out with me! Syahirah especially! And Shuqing!

This may be th last time we can go out tgt(Sobs), so give me face la. I go dye hair thn nobody see thn i go dye for wht? To let myself and th Edward poster in my room to see? :( Go okay.

Sobs*
I will miss Syahirah your signature "I hate you"(but i know you love me). Th way you always lose to me whn we fight(HAHA). Th way you scream whn you see anything tht's living besides humans and plants. And th way you keep saying "Choy ah!".

I will miss Shuqing's Cold response. And Shuqing, you should know tht we were stuck tgt for these 5 years, so cnt forget me okay. I will miss th times in th cold and quiet library. Th way you dnt laugh at my joke and the way you walk ah-lian-ly. And also th way you always scream, whether happy or not happy.

I will miss Li hua's crazy and stock-market-like emotions. You always scream at my ear and it nearly burst my ear-drums! And thn you will tell jokes colder than -100'C , scream to go toilet at Mr Lee's class and always beat me!

I will miss Tzeyi's sibei gross, disgusting, un-appealing, un-cute, annoying, irritating and auntie-ish act cute voice. Th way you always like to not-lose-out(Auntie lucy's successor) and always scream(like syahirah).

I think i'm such a poor thing among my friends. Cause all of thm like to scream and my ears are so poor thing cos' it cnt auto shut down. And whn i realise thy are preparing to shout, it's too late. Th sound already vibrated into my ear drum and make me suffer from a 10Second shock.
Lucky recently i'm immunes to it, if not now i'm deaf!

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Okay my hands are really sore so i'm gna stop this long and naggy post.
Anw tml's gna go watched 2012 with mummy! So i'm really looking forward to it! And my mummy is buying me Bella's jacket(: Life can't be more perfect, can it? Oh yes it can! If Rob and Taylor and Kristen is here with me, thn i can really die in peace. Ahhhhhhhhh.
(Tml am gna post pictures abt Coffee that greedy thing and from th BBQ)


Love,
Zijing