Ahem.
This post is specially dedicated to the faker who ALWAYS wears a white polo tee, silver flats, black brandless shorts and recycled Espirit bag. Ahem. So much for fashion sense.
Hi my dear ex-friend. Whether you want to admit are you a backstabber or not, there's no denying that you really DID backstabbed people. Okay, maybe you forgotten. I'll be kind to refresh your memory(:
The top of the list, is of course dear Ms ponytail. You said bad things about her, regarding the Japan trip, about her being a timeless bomb, about her emo-attitude getting on your nerves and about you regretting knowing her. Ah, don't deny. You yourself know it best.
Secondly, is our dear Ms small eye. You said me and her are lesbians. Oh my, and ruin our friendship during Sec 2. I must admit, that when our friendship ended, it's partly because of my fault cos' i choose to listen to you, and not hold on to our friendship. Ahhh, stupid of me.
But seriously, i think you have no idea wht a les is.
Defination:Lesbian is a term most widely used in the English language to describe sexual and romantic desire between females.[1] The word may be used as a noun, to refer to women who identify themselves or who are characterized by others as having the primary attribute of female homosexuality, or as an adjective, to describe characteristics of an object or activity related to female same-sex desire.
via:Wikipedia
This, is call LESBIAN.
I don't think i did any of that. Hmm, now, come to think of it. I got th feeling tht you are trying to ruin my friendship, and i stupidly believe you. Naive of me.
You said bad things about her, say how irritating and "sticky" she can be. How she ps you. How she make use of you. Blahblahblah. In the end, during lesson time, woah. BFFs! What happened to all the making use thing? Gone with the wind!
P/s: Love you Ms small eye. Today your room or my room?(:
Next, dear Ms polar. You once said to me that she is a flirt. She flirt with guys and cannot be trusted. And also said that for th moment once you saw her, you don't like her. Hmm. Bffs now.
I admit. I also say bad things. But i said it to their faces. And they know it. I admit, whn you talked to me about Ms ponytail, i AGREE with you. Abt wht a timebomb she WAS. About how difficult it is to be friends with her. All about her emoness and difficult to understand feelings. Well, at least during tht time whn i dislike her, i STAY AWAY. Not like someone, say things and thn when meetup, immediately BFFs!
Now, can you still deny? If you still can, i take my hat off you. Cos' not only you are fake, you are a big fucking liar.
When i say something negative, i stopped and think about whether am i saying myself? Did i also did that? Am i so self-centered that i only know how to say ppl but not myself.
After countless of consideration, i finally realised something. That is-No. I'm not saying myself. I'm saying th truth! And th truth is you are the faker, and i'm not.
I don't say things that i don't mean it. I don't pretend to be on good terms with ppl when clearly i hate thm. I don't always pretends to be the victim/the innocent one and keep saying "you hurt me you hurt me i'm crying-mummy!" I don't say "I forgive you" to someone unless i REALLY mean it. I don't remember hatred over a teeny wheeny beany thing that is as minor as an ant. I only say "Forgive and Forget" whn i really mean it. I don't just anyhow say that but deep down, i actually remember it like i was memorising SS. Sounds pretty like a pervert huh?
Well, th conclusion is clear, what can you still say? By hiding away, that only highlights th fact that you are guilty. I din't snatch anyone away.
I merely tell thm th facts. And thy choose to believe me.
Well, haven't you notice something? That is, if the bond between you and them is strong, will they believe me so fast and so strong tht th whole time, i only said one word, and they un-conditionally believe in me? Can you see? That th bond between you and thm is not as strong as you thought, because if it is that strong, will thy believe me in just a split csecond over a sentence? Would they? No.
You calculated wrongly. I din't take anyone away with me. They choose to leave you.
So much for BFFs huh?
纸是报不住火的. Even if you deny, even if you hide away, even if you refuse to face it, the truth will still be uncovered someday. Continue on your fakeness, and one day, you will get a taste of your own medicine. Best of luck. You choose this path, nobody force you. I din't force you to be fake. You choose to be.
We are always offered with choices. After years of friendship, it is only until Sec 5 that i know who will stand by me. And who just pretends to stand by me. No doubt you said bad things about me too. I won't say i can't be bothered about it. All i wanna say is i'm extremely flattered. Not in a good way or a bad way. Just flattered.
Hais, i really got tired of saying this, but really. You are fake.
XO
Z.
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Okay. Enough of that.
"The first time I use the Holga, I don't really know how to use it. I took 5-6 rolls and only 5 shots turn out well. Slowly, I carry on practicing on it and master it.
Last year I visited Germany, I shot 10 rolls of black & white photos. This year, I visited England, I took 30 more rolls."
Being determine to use Holga, not because it is a Holga. He hope to prove to the rest of the photography enthusiastic know that taking a good picture doesn't require a good camera.
He said "Many people asked me. What camera did I use? However, that is not the most important thing."
"Many people are looking at the camera specifications into consideration when it comes to photography and carry on upgrading each time. I want them to know that one toy camera can take good photos as long you put your heart to understand and master your own camera."
As you all know, i'll brought a Holga recently and i'll be getting it tml(YIPPIE). This article makes me realise things i din't know i would realised. That is, you do not need a super expensive, super branded Camera to take good pictures. So long as you see something that captures you, press the shuttle. It may not look nice, but you know it means something to you; and that's what matters!
I can't wait to use it!
Tml gna go City hall to collect it, anyone kind enough as to follow me?):
Love,
Zijing
2 comments:
you no school tomorrow mehhhh?? O.O
Nope. No papers.(:
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