Lousy

Can't be bothered by anything else.
Next time when anything happens, don't come looking for me. I have give you my advice, i go all th way out to scold tht jerk, i defended you. You choose to ignore. It's fine with me you know. Don't say i'm forcing you to go against your will because i didn't force you to listen to me. Go and do whatever you want. Why even be bothered by how i will feel whn obviously you don't really care?
If tht jerk can do it once, he cn always do it agn.
Think of how he treated you for these past years. What did he do for you?
Whatever you decide, just don't come finding me and crying your hearts out, seriously?
I don't have time for this.

You choose to ignore wht i say, so be it.
You think i'm being kay-po and a nuisense for telling you what to do? So be it.
You think i don't know anything and i shouldn't force you to do wht you want? So be it.

I take back everything i said to you.
I'm just bull-shitting, aren't i?

Love,
Zijing