wish/hope/pray

I sent an email to Robert Pattinson .
It's sort of a birthday card/wishes for him(birthday falls on 13th May) & th other Twilight fans are actually joining all th wishes together & give it to him PERSONALLY in Italy(I think) . Okay , you may not understand what i'm saying but , you just have to know i get to sent him an email !
Yes , i know he may not get to see it anyway , since there are like thousands , maybe millions of fans out there , but i really hope(God bless) tht he can at least look through it . I don't care whether he knows whether i exist or not , but please , at least look through , okay ? ):

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE hope tht my email is being selected to put into th card . Please , i'm begging/crying/wishing/kowtowing/praying to whoever is th one making it . Pleasepleaseplease !
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Anw , Next monday is th start of Mid-year (Gasp!) . Am gonna stay as far away from th computer as my room/house allows me too .
Really gna miss Edward & Taylor(cannot see their photos everyday from now on) *Sobs*
See you again on th 20th May , i'm really gonna miss you , really really really . *Sobs*

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
Stupid-redundant-idiotic-foolish-nonsense-spoiler-asshole Mid-year .
WHYYYYY ?!?!!

With love ,
Yvonne