Sense of humor

Sometimes when you think everything is fine and okay , you think you are on th right track and everything goes smoothly for you , but did you ever ponder tht ths are all just th calmness before th storm ? Did you ever came across th thought tht ths is all but just a pretense ? And whn you finally realise tht things are wrong , th pretense started revealing itself , you start to run . But before you even raise your leg , th waves had already came crashing down on you , covering your senses and dragging you into th ocean with it . You start struggling , using all life-saving skills you know to save yourself , hoping to once again breathe . But th waves are a hundred times stronger thn you , there's no way you can fight against it . Knowing ths , you give up fighting and let th waves do wht thy want with you , you surrender to fate .
You never resurface .

-
I had a terrible night yesterday . I didn't manage to sleep until 4 in th morning . I think it's because i drank big gulp(Coke) ? I vividly remember tht coke contains caffeine , i think thts th source of my insomia !
My mum was out th whole day , & all thanks to my greediness , i take advantage of her absence to buy big gulp at 7-11 . I drank everything(EVERYTHING) , not even a drop of coke is left , i even suck up all th ice kay . In th end , i cannot aleep . I keep tossing & turning , sitting up & lying down agn . Thinking about nonsensical things & day-dreaming . I thought of going down to watch tv , maybe even have a sip of water , but th thing tht stop me was th darkness . Yes , i'm afraid of ghost . So , i lie on th bed , doing nothing but staring into space , thinking of non-nutritional things , & th last time i notice th time was 4am . Ain't i power huh ?
Just as i thought i cn finally take my beauty sleep , i woke up at 7 ! 7AM ! Stupid , i tried sleeping agn but i was too hot & sticky . So i gave up & start staring into space agn .
Luckily , it's raining now . *Grins*


With love ,
Zijing