Okay folks , i totally regretted wht i said abt learning to be a Leading host is a god-damn-good-thing ! Its like so bloody ! Monday , tuesday & wednesday nights are okay , but god-damn , on saturday it started becoming hell for me lah . Its like so many people started coming in , thn lots of customers wanna' take order , i was so bloody confuse in whether to take order , or to lead th guest ! FFF ! i dnt wanna be leading host on saturday & sunday lahhhh !!!
Its so god-damn-i-dont-knw-wht-to-do situation :(

urghhh , & th next bloody thing , i dnt knw whether is god laughing at me or taking pity on me .
Lots of guys have been asking for my name & number ! like yesterday , thr's one customer asking , i was like god-damn-shit . Is ths a joke ? like after living for 16 years thn guys started to realise i got charm also ah ? hahaha .
bull-shit . period .

So later , working again . th job is still okay-i-like-it tht kind of thing .
but v tiring ! dnt believe ? look at my bloody-pop-out-panda-eyes you will knw .
I'm soooo not in th good shape for prom luh , with ghostly eyes & so-not-enough sleep .
I NEED A BREAK ! maybe one of you cn treat me go spa & facial ?
haha :D

*I have been so emotional since Monday morning !
Reason ? thy cn fly but i only cn mop & sweep .
FFF .
Say i dnt mind is for bluffing 3 year-old kid like blahblahblah .

With love ,
Zijing