I read a book , titled "Actually , each of us is living in illusion"
Its a bloody intresting book which i found at th table , i think it belongs to my mum(?)
okay , *skipskip*
& so i read it ,
& so i feel tht yes , th book is right in some ways .

In ths world , wht are we really terrified of ?
Ghost ? Darkness ? Insects ?
nonono !
Wht we are afraid of is our mindset , its our mindset tht makes us fearful of certain things ,
A ghost is only a ghost , th darkness is merely th darkness , yet some people are afraid of thm , why ? B'cos of th
-mind .

Whn a relationship is broken , be it th guy has another gf or whtever , th girl will think tht th guy betrayed her , sometimes , so fearful of th thought tht a tradegy occurs .(th girl commit suicide)
BUT ,
ever think tht every living thing has th right to live wht thy want it to be ?
every living person has their own individual mindset & thy have their own thoughts of how thy want things to be .
Maybe th guy left out on th girl , but did th girl ever think tht th guy has its own rights & reasons to do tht ?
A lion needs to prey , only thn cn it survive , & yes , a life is lose , but if it doesnt prey , it will also die . (selfishness maybe ?)
ths is wht predators do to survive .
but thts life , if th girl is able to knw ths , would her mind take control of her ?
would she die ?
No .
In a relationship , th girl or th guy may thinks tht he/she is mine .
You cnt take him/her away .
But duh , he/she is not born to let you take control of .
thn if he/she is not wht you cn control , is ths wht you call betray ?

Th buddha ask a monk , is yr eyes part of you ?
th monk reply "no"
thn is yr mouth part of you ?
reply :"no"
thn is yr hair , nose , ears all part of you ?
reply :"no"
thn th buddha asked , wht are you thn ?
ths time , th monk ask th buddha , is th chair a house ?
reply :"no"
is th table a house ?
"no"
th is th wall , ceiling , sofa , desk , bed , lamp a house ?
th answer is no .
We came here on earth in th form of a body , yet th body doesnt belong to us .
& after we die , th body doesn goes wit us .
Purpose ?
We are just living in th form of a body , in other words , loan-ing th use of a body , & it has an expiry date too , just tht each of us has different expiry date .
We live on th earth yet not part of it .

Okay , ths are just part of th contents of th book .
So yea , logical eh ?
:DD
I still dint manage to finish my maths hw , to be exaxt , i dint even touch it !
OMFG ?!
Laziness nahs , cnt control one
:/
& one bloody hell thing !
My phone is out of battery yet i cnt charge it !
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ?
Th story is , my dad & mum went to Kl ytd , since my dad is a member of th hotel thr
& thrs ths voucher whr you have 2 nights stay , my dad went for it with my mum .
HUH (?)
Why dint i go ?
oh b'cos i cnt bring down th face to ask my dad to bring me , heh , my stupid pride la
D:
Okay , so ytd , thy happily went for their trip , th bloody thing is thy bring th charger wit thm , & since in my house , only me , my dad & my mum are Nokia users , thy thought i dnt nid it & bring it with thm !
(My sis & bro are SonyE .)
So tada :
I have a fone with no battery , & th thing is thy will only be back tml evening !
So .....
DumbdumbDUMB
:/

& p/s :
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(like finally !)
HEHE !
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Love ,
Zijing