lost , mentally .
i dont knw whts th point in me living here on earth .
i dont even knw wht is my existance for .
is it to use up all earth's resources ?
or surviving here typically everyday without even knwing wht lies ahead ?
thrs so much question marks in my mind ,
yet thrs never an answer to my question .

life's such a mystery ,
it plays pranks on us tht makes us suffer & live in confusion .
we never knw whts in store for th future ,
yet at th same time ,
troubled by th present tht we starts to question :
"wht th heck am i born here for ?"

maybe going through certain things do makes us grow up & mature .
(its life)
but certain things are really better left ,
untouched & unsaid .
sometimes , changes are for th good ,
yet at th same time , changes hurts .

going through certain stages of life sometimes gets tiring tht maybe ,
if not being born here on earth prevents all ths thing from happening ,
ill rather not been borned .
thr are far too many regrets i faced .
whn will i ever learned ?

WHATEVER .
if ive nv been serious ,
i wouldnt even bother to makes such big changes .
hello ?!
i guess yr blind uh ?
i really must congrats you tht your social studies will FAIL !
definitely .
knw why ?
because you lack th skills to INFER & look for EVIDENCE .
sad case uh , but dnt worry .
i will sponser tissue for you ,
JERK

ths really made me feel tht ,
ppl most of th time hear wht ppl say instead of believing wht th bloody eyes see ,
i wonder wht yr eyes are for ?
eyeing at girls ?

im not angry ,
im just pity for th earth of yr existance .