days are fine .
studying ytd .
meet up wit jeff ard 1030 & headed to mac .
saw sq & lh .
started studying .
thn grace & jh join us later .
fool ard .
thn grace & lh left for bowling .
so continued studying & headed to bishan ard 2+
bishan was small , v small .
walk for a while thn headed to ths bishan "street" .
thn jeff went to tuition while
jh , sq & me walk back to th station under th rain .
i was thinking ;
abt whole loads of things .
"wht th hack am i doing man , whts th reason ?"
so yup , trained back .
sq alight at admiralty while jh & me thn walk home .
chatted abt loads of things la .
find tht life has indeed too many things tht humans cnt control .
blahlala .
homed .

worn out , seriously .
wht do all of you want from me ?
am i overboard ; to ask for a peaceful life ?
no !
i just want everything back to normal !
everyone gets tired , including me .
im a robot meh ?
我错了吗 ?
fine , let it all be my fault .

shall nt get so emotional .
because everyone is selfish .
thrs no perfectly "angels" existing in ths world .
becos in every human , thrs a devil inside .
no one is perfect .
so dont see yrself as god .

i dont belong to anyone , anybody , anything , any soul .
i belong to me myself .


dnt ask me whthappen ,
i shall nt reply ,
i shall nt talk .
ive closed tht door .