perhaps or maybe ?
a shocking day ytd .
wondering is it th correct timing or th wrong .
ppl always trust wht thy hear & nt wht thy see , even me included .
wht cn i say ?
im a fool , perhaps .
i heard stories , from both parts .
th hurt , no one cn imagine .
th pain , no one cn experience .
so , am i a person who sees things as love is everything ?
maybe .
but am i really ?
maybe history will repeat itself , i keep preventing it .
but im nt god , thr are always things i cnt control .
wht cn i do ?
accept .
in ths world , no one is perfect .
no one .
ppl makes mistakes , ppl do wrong things .
we cnt deem thm a death sentence just by 1 mistakes .
cos' even murderer's deserve a chance .
ths is life ,
i repeat , ths is life .
things always goes haywire thn wht we expect .
so how ?
DIE ?
wht abt ppl more miserable thn us ?
wht abt victims in sichuan ?
in mynnmar ?
in everyone's life .
thr is always a window for us to open .
whn god closes one door infront of you , he will always prepare a window for you .
it depends on whether you wanna open it
backstabbers are common , infact , i dare say
everyone sure backstab ppl .
because thrs no one tht kind to nt backstab ppl .
i backstab too , even my parents .
why ? because no one is perfect .
wht i nid , is nt whos support ,
is facts .
because only facts nv lie .
everyone got hurt thru ths incident .
& nw is nt th time to say who hurts th most .
but instead , how to resolve ?
no misunderstanding cnt be cured .
is it worth breaking th friendship ?
think abt whether will anyone of you regret it .

lastly , i only SIDE wit th fact , & nt anyone .
im nt someone materistic .
in yr beautiful eyes , wht am i exactly ?

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i elabourate , i side wit th facts !

maybe you were all faster thn me .
we gave each other up so easily ,
th silly lil wounds will nv mend .
i feel so far fr whr ive been .
so i'll go , & i will nt be back here again .
im gone as th days is fading .
maybe its time tht time controls everything .